What a long, frustrating day. Every plan and temptation and scheme to get out of here has crossed my mind - it's scary how Satan is hard at work. My afternoon was the worst. I felt overwhelmed with frustrations, doubts, Etc. Then, we had a female substitute for evening class, Sister Lauder, and she said many things I needed to hear. She had a powerful testimony and spirit and loved her mission. She lifted my spirit through her enthusiasm and testimony and love of the Gospel. I am aware that I need to watch out for Satan's temptations and put BOTH feet into the MTC, not one sticking out in the world.

Today we met with all the new missionaries in a meeting with the MTC president and wife and President Rasband (2nd Counselor) and wife. It was a good meeting and I learned a lot. In the afternoon class, I was really tired and grew very frustrated at the thought of spending the next 10 weeks here. After dinner, we went to a meeting with our Branch President and counselors and was interviewed by the president. It was mostly on rules and MTC organization. Then talking to my compañeras and Amber Brewer afterward, I realized I can deal with this and I'll be fine! Take it as it comes and learn to cherish the refining times. Good luck putting words into action! By the way, as I was feeling overwhelmed with frustrations today, I tried thinking of ways to get Markus to propose to me. Yikes. Get a life, sister!

 

Today I went to Applebee's with my family for my ”Last Supper” before entering the MTC. My parents, Evan, Dallan and Kay were all able to come see me off, and it was a good experience. The first orientation meeting with my family was fine. I was mostly apathetic and didn't cry. Then it was a rush of papers, shots, people, luggage, and finally, my companion! Hermana Kristy Eastman is from Orem, Utah and a helpful and friendly sister. She's kind and obedient and it seems to me that we will get along fine. Hermana Wilson and Chelson, both from Oregon City, Oregon are our roommates. They are in our district and are going to Honduras, Tegucigalpa (Wilson) and Panama, Panama City (Chelson). They are both friendly and fun to be around. Tonight we met with our district and teachers. There are four companionships of Elders and three male teachers: brother Shadle, Rushing, Roche. It was exciting and fun.